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Thursday, May 03, 2007

I'm becoming a more qualified actress as days go by. Everyday i report to work and smile at people who irritate me. I have to put on a super fake nice tone when speaking to customers and act friendly to people whom i've barely know. Although there are really some great buds at my working place but sometimes i feel so fake. Its not that i wanted to lie and keep my true self behind a mask, its just that i couldn't help it. I realised that life isn't that simple and pure anymore. Hope that i can find a way to balance my true self and my fake front. So dear friends, if u find that i'm acting weird, pls do pardon me. I just need some time to take down the mask.

The feeling of emptiness is hard to bear so i've decided to read through some inspirational quotes to motivate me- even if its just a little :) So here are some that strike me the most:

"There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle." ~Albert Einstein
I guess that would make u more satisfied and cherish what u have. Sometimes having less expectation may mean a less stressful lifestyle. But no expectations may cause u to waste your life away.

"In life you are either a passenger or a pilot... it is your choice." I think i'm purely lazy and aimless cos i would choose to be a passenger. The direction and destination are all planned out for u. But the fallback is that others are controlling your life. Sometimes i wonder what is worse- You controlling a life that u have utterly no direction for or others planning out a route that u may not like it.

existencia@10:32 PM
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