Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Sem 2 started...
Back in poly, i used to be happy that sch had started. Being with friends, sleeping in lectures, eating my fav prawn noodles and rushing projects throughout the night. I never realise that such things might never happen again.
The start of sem 2 in uni seems to be a duty to me. Before lesson even begin, everthing that is suppose to be done in that sem are all laid out in front of you. There is totally no time for you to catch your breathe.
Like watching a movie, i see myself attending lecture, rushing tutorials, backlogging lots of self study,doing projects, calling sponsers, laughing with my frens over the silliest stuff and rushing home on every fri.
To me, i seem to stand outside that world looking at myself doing all these stuff. Yet at night when i laid on my bed, i realised i had no feelings towards my life. Nothingness just poured in.
There is no sadness, happiness, lonliness when i'm realli alone. It just suddenly felt that i dun need anything.
existencia@9:58 PM
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Monday, January 07, 2008
Warning: This is gonna be a super long blog. If you are in a hurry, pls scroll down to the bottom of the post for the most important details. From poly to university had been a super tough one for me. Things just kept pouring in and you are always wondering what are you doing while people around you seems to be working like busy ants. The last year in Poly although had been a super stress one, especially with mmit competition and ISP which i didn't sleep for days, but the stress was manageable because of all the buddies i had. The stress in uni is on a different level. And to wrap up my year 2007 was my disappointing grades. Due to unforeseen circumstances, i'm stuck at home. Sorry promise to make up to you guys. Okies...shall stop listing. It will just add on to my sins......... Year 2008 Went back to hall on sun, packed and cleaned my room. Thanks to jas, wendy and joella, i managed to clean and changed my bedsheets quickly. Oh yars...many thanks to jas and wendy who brought over the vacuum cleaner and had to be stuck in the stairways. Anyway there is a jay chou craze among my hall frens now and i'm a little infected as well. Hahas..we were singing his songs last night and playing crazy taxi on my fren's PSP. Okies..i honestly cannot drive. I've got the rank of "NO LICENSE" or alternatively out of ranking. All the fun and now work comes running along. The first day of sch and the very first lesson had to be a 3 hrs financial management seminar. Gosh i nearly died. Finance is really like one of my most hated modules. Anyway the lecturer had a monotonous voice and the only good thing was that he bother to explain concepts that we dun understand. Business law was quite okie cos the first lecture was on stuffs that i've learnt before. Hmmm...but its only the beginning so i'm just praying it dun get any tougher. I'm getting sick of my own blogging already. Before i put the final full stop, i need to do some advertising for myself: ATTENTION!!!! SELLING CHINESE NEW YEAR GOODIES. PLEASE SUPPORT!!! MANY THANKS AND LOVES pls contact me before 14th jan if you guys are interested :) Thank you :)
The lazy me haven't blogged like for a super long time even though i was rotting at home. I'm guilty of the following:
existencia@10:41 PM
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