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Saturday, May 12, 2007

I'm lost in the forest without a compass to show me the way out. I can't seem to break the barrier and look forward to my future. Instead my mind kept reminiscing about the past. I knew it wanted to escape. Sam was right in the way that waiting for SMU reply was just an excuse for me to avoid making a decision. Sometimes i feel so tired tt i ask myself if i have the energy to go on.

Went back to sch today and talked to several lecturers and my mind is still in the whirl. I realised that i lacked the courage to go one step further in my life, to grow up and face the reality. SP seems unfamilar to me- the ppl, the spots tt we usually go and the food tt we usually eat. Everything is just so different.

Came back from dinner with the gals and my mum starts to talk abt uni again. Truthfully i'm sick of this topic as its the most talked about and discussed topic in my family. Everyone was asking me abt my decision and reassuring me tt they would respect it. Haiz..but i dun realli see the point when they made it so clear as to where they want me to go. I rmb saying that i rather be a passenger than a pilot because a direction is set for u. However, when tt really happens, i realised tt it is not really a good thing after all. I'm contridicting and fickle minded.

Putting aside all the serious stuff. Todae was a shoe hunting day for Ms Wu and the three princesses sat at Billy Bombers for 4 hrs!!! Haha...i'm amazed tt we didn't get chased out. My hair now smell of Billy Bombers even though i shampooed it twice.

I wasn't able to upload the pics taken todae as blogger is in the bad mood :(

existencia@12:22 AM
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