Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Sem 2 started...
Back in poly, i used to be happy that sch had started. Being with friends, sleeping in lectures, eating my fav prawn noodles and rushing projects throughout the night. I never realise that such things might never happen again.
The start of sem 2 in uni seems to be a duty to me. Before lesson even begin, everthing that is suppose to be done in that sem are all laid out in front of you. There is totally no time for you to catch your breathe.
Like watching a movie, i see myself attending lecture, rushing tutorials, backlogging lots of self study,doing projects, calling sponsers, laughing with my frens over the silliest stuff and rushing home on every fri.
To me, i seem to stand outside that world looking at myself doing all these stuff. Yet at night when i laid on my bed, i realised i had no feelings towards my life. Nothingness just poured in.
There is no sadness, happiness, lonliness when i'm realli alone. It just suddenly felt that i dun need anything.
existencia@9:58 PM
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